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06/24/2025
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary, Acts 5.27-29, 33-35, 38-42. Today we will be focusing our thoughts on verse 29. Meditation: When Your Prayer Is of God As we gather in prayer —bodies aching, hearts full, some of us weary, some of us rejoicing—I invite us to hold close the sacred tension of this text in Acts. Here we see Peter and the apostles standing before the council, accused, reprimanded, and threatened. They have been told not to teach in the name of Jesus. Not to stir up hope. Not to proclaim liberation. Not to disrupt the order of things. And what is their response? “We must obey God rather than any human authority.” Let those words settle into your spirit. In a world that tries to quiet the voice of justice, that resists the demands of love, that punishes those who speak up for the oppressed, your prayers—yes, your prayers—matter. Because when your prayer is of God, no threat, no power, no institution can undo it. The council, hearing this bold declaration, responds in rage. They want to kill them. Because the world doesn’t know what to do with courage. It trembles before conviction. But into that chaos, Gamaliel—a Pharisee, a teacher of the law, a man with enough wisdom to pause—offers a word of clarity. He says: If this plan or undertaking is of human origin, it will fail. But if it is of God, you will not be able to overthrow them—in that case you may even be found fighting against God! What a mighty truth. What a sacred reassurance. What a deep breath for the soul. Because sometimes, beloved, your prayers will seem too radical, your dreams too disruptive, your faith too dangerous. But the question is not whether they make others comfortable—it is whether they are of God. And how do we know when our prayers are of God? When they call for justice, like rivers. When they lift the lowly and challenge the mighty. When they proclaim freedom for those in chains—both literal and spiritual. When they comfort the afflicted and afflict the comfortable. When they echo Christ’s love, bold and unrelenting. Some of you came here tonight with prayers that feel risky. Some of you are praying for a world that doesn’t yet exist. Some of you are praying with trembling hands because you’ve been told to keep quiet, to stay in your place, to play it safe. Here and now, I want to say to you: Pray anyway. Speak anyway. Love anyway. Work for justice anyway. Because if your prayer is of God, it will take root. It will rise. It will endure beyond what you can see. The apostles left that place, not in despair—but rejoicing. Rejoicing that they were considered worthy to suffer dishonor for the name. And every day, they kept right on teaching and proclaiming Jesus as the Christ. Every day, without ceasing. So tonight, beloved, pray your prayers. Pray them loud. Pray them trembling. Pray them with a fire that no council, no critic, no empire can extinguish. Because if your prayer is of God, it will not be overthrown. And neither will you. What prayers do you bring today, knowing with boldness that they are of God?
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06/17/2025
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary, Psalm 42. Today we will be focusing our thoughts on verse 11. This psalm begins with one of the most poetic and stirring phrases in all of scripture, speaking to a longing not merely to be with God, but to have our very being watered, nourished, strengthened—to rest fully in God. Imagine a deer, deep in the forest, seeking water after running and leaping—perhaps in search of food, perhaps in play, or more likely having just outrun a predator. It has survived—living for yet another day. That is how the psalmist begins: with a plea born of survival and desire, wondering when they might again return to the temple, to be in God's presence among the people. This psalm carries us back and forth—between despair and hope, fear and faith, isolation and the conviction of God's presence. And it does so again and again, phrase by phrase. Our lives are often like that. We move through trials and tribulations, asking aloud, “Where are you, God?” Yet even in that question, we affirm our faith—by speaking God's name, we affirm that God is. In doing so, we recall the paths that lead us back to God's presence. We remember, deep in our core, what God has already brought us through. And without even realizing it, by affirming that God is, we begin the miraculous work of kindling the ashes of hope into the fire that will once again fuel our faith. In longing, the psalmist still claims God as: the living God, a God of help, a God to be remembered, a God of steadfast love, a God of life, a rock, a God of hope. If we can name, as affirmations, even one of these truths in the midst of our troubles, we too can be lifted to that final assurance: God is with us. God hears our prayers. And once again, we shall praise. For as the deer longs for flowing streams, so does it rejoice—extending its slender neck to drink from cool, refreshing waters, restored to go forward another day. May our prayers bring us this same relief—today and always. For what do you pray today, affirming that God is with us, God can do all things, and God will answer? 06/10/2025
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary, Luke 19:1-10. Today will be focusing our thoughts on verse 10. Meditation: Praying in the Lost and Found Many of us have walked down roads paved with good intentions, following maps we thought were sure—directions handed down by family, culture, faith, or pride. We believed we were headed the right way, only to discover we were as misplaced as a left shoe forced onto the right foot—out of step, uncomfortable, and unable to carry us forward. In the Gospel of Luke, just before Zaccheus appears, there is another seeker—a rich young ruler, confident and devout. He approaches Jesus with the résumé of righteousness: “I have kept all the commandments since my youth,” he says. He believes himself to be found. But Jesus sees deeper and invites him to go further--“Sell all you own and give to the poor... then come, follow me.” And just like that, the young man falters. Though he stands face to face with the Teacher, he turns away. He cannot release what he holds most tightly. The road he walked so faithfully becomes a detour into sorrow. He chooses—quietly, heartbreakingly—to remain lost. Then comes Zaccheus. Short in stature but bloated with power, he is no one’s idea of a holy man. As a tax collector for the empire, Zaccheus has made himself rich off the backs of his own people. He is lost to them—exiled in plain sight, mistrusted, misjudged, unloved. And yet... he climbs a tree. Not to perform, not to be seen, but to see. Somewhere in him is a yearning, a spark, a hope that maybe—just maybe—Jesus might look up. And Jesus does. Jesus looks up into that tree and sees more than a corrupt official. He sees a man who dared to climb, to reach, to be ridiculous in pursuit of something real. And in that gaze, something breaks open in Zaccheus. He doesn’t ask what to do. He knows. He offers restitution. He gives freely. He opens his hands, his home, his heart. In being seen, he is transformed. In being found, he becomes new. And Jesus says what the crowd could not understand: “Today salvation has come to this house... For the Son of Man came to seek out and to save the lost.” Let that sink in: Jesus did not come to congratulate the found, but to seek and to save the lost. Not to weigh people on the scales of religious worthiness, but to walk into the shadows and call people by name. Because in truth, we are all travelers in the great, unorganized room of the world’s lost and found. Some days we are holding someone else’s pain. Other days, we are waiting for someone to recognize our worth. And often, without even realizing it, we trade places between lost and found with each breath we take. So here is the holy invitation: pray as if you don’t know the whole story—because you don’t. Pray as if the person you’re tempted to dismiss might just be climbing their own tree, desperate to see Jesus. Let your prayers make room. Let your prayers widen the circle. Let your prayers open the door for grace to do what only grace can do. Pray because god is good. Whom will you pray for today—not to be fixed, not to be shamed, but to be found? And might your own soul be waiting to be found, too? 06/03/2025
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary, Psalm 116.1-10, 12. Today will be focusing our thoughts on verse 12. Meditation: The Humility to Find a Saving God In reflecting on today’s text, I was struck by Fr. Richard Clifford’s insight: this passage is “an individual thanksgiving for having found a saving God.” That phrase stopped me in my tracks. I found myself sitting with it for hours, letting its depth unfold in me. What does it truly mean—to find a saving God? The thought filled me with wonder and a quiet, overwhelming gratitude. We often think of our lives in terms of struggle—our hardships, our mistakes, our attempts at goodness. We lean on grace, even as we stumble, and sing the familiar words, “I once was lost but now am found.” That is the humbling power of amazing grace: not just that God can save, but that God seeks us when we are lost. God saves us—from the world, from evil, from sin, and sometimes most powerfully, from ourselves. But Fr. Clifford names something we don’t often confront. So much of human life is spent trying to rescue ourselves. We strategize, self-correct, set goals, and cling to the illusion of control. We talk about “pulling ourselves up by our bootstraps,” and we often push away those sent to help—sometimes even God. Some of us know that God can save. We believe that God is near. We have faith that God will find us. But awareness alone is not enough. The psalmist today models something more: a deep humility—a soul willing to turn back, to surrender pride, and to offer thanksgiving not just for what God has done, but for the grace to recognize it. It takes courage to stop trying to be our own savior. It takes humility to admit we’ve been found. And it takes deep faith to say thank you. Let us give thanks not only for the saving God who seeks us, but also for the grace that turns us around—so we can find what has been there all along: a God who saves. As we gather our thoughts and prayers today, perhaps we, like the psalmist, are moved to ask: “What shall I return to the Lord for all his bounty to me?” In responding to that question, we may find that our prayers—especially our prayers for one another—can become acts of grace themselves. In lifting up others, we help open hearts and minds to the presence of the One who saves. Our intercession becomes invitation, our thanksgiving becomes testimony. So what prayers are on your heart today—prayers you can offer with gratitude, trusting that God hears, responds, and saves? 05/27/2025
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary, Luke 11.1-13. Today will be focusing our thoughts on verses 9-10. Devotional Meditation: The Faith of Prayer The Gospels suggest that Andrew and John were first disciples of John the Baptist. They had already taken steps along the path of spiritual discipline, learning to follow, to listen, and to seek truth. So it’s no surprise that, once with Jesus, one of them would ask, “Lord, teach us to pray,” just as John had taught his followers. But Jesus doesn’t just give them words. He gives them something deeper—a reason, a relationship, and a rhythm for prayer. He teaches them how to pray:
Because prayer is not a performance—it’s a practice of trust. He tells us to be persistent, to knock and keep knocking, to ask and keep asking. Even when it feels like we’re speaking into silence, we are heard. Even when no answer seems to come, the door is already being opened. And then Jesus leaves us with this promise: If we, flawed and human, know how to care for those we love, how much more will God—our perfect Parent—give the Holy Spirit to those who ask? This is the faith of prayer: We don’t pray because we have all the answers. We pray because we know the One who does. We pray because God listens, God provides, God cares. Today, whatever your need, your question, your longing—bring it in prayer. Not because you know how it will all unfold, but because you believe that God will meet you in it. That is the strength of prayer. That is the power of faith. Reflection: Can you trust that even before you speak, God is already listening? What prayer do you carry today? “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.” — Luke 11:9 |
Rev. Derrick McQueen Ph. D.
Solo Pastor St. James Presbyterian Church in the Village of Harlem NYC Archives
February 2026
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