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The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary Psalm 42. Today we will be focusing our thoughts on the poetic verses 1a, 2a, 5a, 7a, 11a.
Psalm 42 1 As a deer longs for flowing streams, so my soul longs for you, O God. 2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and behold the face of God? 3 My tears have been my food day and night, while people say to me continually, “Where is your God?” 4 These things I remember, as I pour out my soul: how I went with the throng, and led them in procession to the house of God, with glad shouts and songs of thanksgiving, a multitude keeping festival. 5 Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my help 6 and my God. My soul is cast down within me; therefore I remember you from the land of Jordan and of Hermon, from Mount Mizar. 7 Deep calls to deep at the thunder of your cataracts; all your waves and your billows have gone over me. 8 By day the LORD commands his steadfast love, and at night his song is with me, a prayer to the God of my life. 9 I say to God, my rock, “Why have you forgotten me? Why must I walk about mournfully because the enemy oppresses me?” 10 As with a deadly wound in my body, my adversaries taunt me, while they say to me continually, “Where is your God?” 11 Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my help and my God. Meditation: Still Walking Toward the Water We come into this moment carrying thirst—not a poetic thirst, not a metaphor we admire from a distance, but the kind of thirst that tells the truth about the body and the spirit when the journey has been long. As a deer longs for flowing streams, the psalmist says, because without water the body cannot keep moving. This is not longing for luxury or comfort; this is longing for what makes the next step possible. Prayer begins here—not in certainty, not in calm, but in the honest recognition that without God’s sustaining presence, we cannot go on. For people on the Underground Railroad, water was never symbolic first. Water meant survival. Water meant concealment. Water meant direction. Water meant that freedom was real enough to keep walking toward. Harriet Tubman understood this deeply. She led people through rivers and along streams because water erased footprints, confused pursuit, cooled bodies, and steadied breath. To reach water was to reach a moment where life could continue. You could drink. You could rest just long enough. You could trust that the road still had shape. This is the kind of prayer Psalm 42 teaches us. Not prayer that escapes the journey, but prayer that sustains it. My soul thirsts for God, the psalmist says—not because God is distant in theory, but because the road is demanding in practice. Some of us arrive here today carrying the weight of intercession, having prayed for justice, for healing, for others’ freedom so long that our own souls feel parched. We remember when hope rose easily. We remember when praise came without effort. And still we ask, honestly and without shame: Why are you cast down, O my soul? Harriet Tubman did not wait for fear to leave before she moved forward, and she did not wait for the destination to appear before she trusted the journey. She trusted water. She trusted that God had placed sustenance along the way. She knew when to stop just long enough to drink, and when stopping too long would put everyone at risk. Water was never the end—it was the sign that freedom was close enough to risk continuing. And there is a knowing that travels with the people of God. It passes from breath to breath, from step to step. It teaches the body how to listen for what cannot yet be seen. It teaches the heart how to recognize the sound of water before it appears. It reminds the weary that thirst is not failure, but instruction. Deep calls to deep—the deep ache for liberation calling out to the deep presence of God who meets people not only at the promised land, but along the road toward it. And when the psalm speaks to the soul and says, Hope in God, it is not offering comfort so much as it is handing down a rhythm. Our hope is the old cadence that has kept feet moving long before us. Our hope is spoken low and passed along, repeated until it steadies the people again. This is how our prayer learned to walk—how it learned when to pause long enough to drink, and when to keep on going through the night. During this Black History Month, we remember that prayer has always known the terrain of freedom. It has traced rivers. It has waited in shadows. It has trusted that God does not waste thirst. And if today all we can do is drink deeply and take one more step, that is enough. Why are you cast down, O my soul? Hope in God. Not someday. Not when the journey is over. But now—because the water is real, and freedom must be just ahead. As you take but one more step, what and for whom do you pray?
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Rev. Derrick McQueen Ph. D.
Solo Pastor St. James Presbyterian Church in the Village of Harlem NYC Archives
March 2026
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