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March 03, 2026
The focus of St. James Presbyterian Church’s weekly 30-minute Prayer Break Gathering is based on one of the scriptures of our PCUSA Daily Lectionary Psalm 25.1-2, 4-8a. Today we will be focusing our thoughts throughout the text. Today as you read the scripture, discern if you can find yourself in its words. Psalm 25 1 To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul. 2 O my God, in you I trust; do not let me be put to shame; do not let my enemies exult over me. 4 Make me to know your ways, O LORD; teach me your paths. 5 Lead me in your truth, and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all day long. 6 Be mindful of your mercy, O LORD, and of your steadfast love, for they have been from of old. 7 Do not remember the sins of my youth or my transgressions; according to your steadfast love remember me, for your goodness’ sake, O LORD! 8a Good and upright is the LORD; Meditation:Who Prays for the One Who Prays? We pause, not because the world is calm, and not because our spirits are untouched by what hums beneath the surface of these days. We pause because there is a subtle trembling that does not always have language. A tightening we carry quietly. A vigilance that has settled into the body without asking permission. The air itself feels charged with something unnamed, and we have learned to keep moving anyway. So we begin with breath. Not hurried breath. Not managed breath. Breath that remembers it belongs to us. Inhale slowly and notice how the body has been holding watch. Feel the shoulders that have lifted slightly. The jaw that has stayed firm. The heart that has been bracing in ways you have not spoken aloud. And now exhale. Not in defeat, not in resignation. Exhale as though you are placing something heavy back into hands that have held the world far longer than you have. “To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul.” The Psalm does not say I lift up my competence. It does not say I lift up my composure. It says soul. The tender interior place. The part of you that feels before it understands. The part that wakes in the night and listens for what it cannot name. “O my God, in you I trust; do not let me be put to shame.” There is vulnerability here. An honesty that does not pretend strength is the absence of fear. Even the faithful know what it is to feel exposed. Even the steady ones wonder if they will be undone. Who prays for the one who prays? And here is the quiet mystery: the Psalmist, carried by the Spirit, is already praying for you. These words were breathed long before this moment, yet they arrive precisely now. The Spirit takes ancient prayer and places it in your mouth. The Spirit intercedes where your language falters. The Spirit prays for the one who prays. “Make me to know your ways. Teach me your paths. Lead me in your truth.” This is not the voice of someone demanding certainty. It is the voice of someone willing to be guided. There is so much beyond our reach right now. So much that moves at distances we cannot measure. The imagination travels farther than it should. The body reacts before the mind can soothe it. And so the prayer becomes simple and intimate: lead me. Not everywhere. Just the next faithful step. “For you I wait all day long.” Waiting is breath stretched across time. Waiting is refusing to harden. Waiting is trusting that mercy is older than our fear. “Be mindful of your mercy… according to your steadfast love remember me.” Remember me in love. Not in my anxiety. Not in my overthinking. Not in the sharp edges I develop when I am afraid. Remember me in love. There are younger versions of ourselves who did what they could with the tools they had. There are mistakes that return when the world feels unstable. The Psalm gathers all of that into mercy. Mercy older than our headlines. Steadfast love older than our weapons. Goodness that has not evacuated the earth. “Good and upright is the LORD.” Goodness has not surrendered. The breath of God still moves, quiet and persistent. Pneuma. Wind. Spirit. Not frantic. Not violent. Steady. So let us exhale again. Exhale the unnamed dread. Exhale the vigilance that has tired your nervous system. Exhale the illusion that you must carry what belongs to history and heaven. Lift up your soul. Allow yourself to be held inside a prayer that began before you knew you needed it. And as the breath settles, as your body remembers it is here and not in imagined futures, listen gently inward: What prayer is rising in you right now, daring to be named?
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Rev. Derrick McQueen Ph. D.
Solo Pastor St. James Presbyterian Church in the Village of Harlem NYC Archives
April 2026
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